“A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind. So much pressure in this life of mines, I cried at times. I once contemplated suicide and woulda tried but when I held that .9, all I could see was my mother’s eyes” - Tupac Shakur
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Parents wants to outlive their children, I can assume that it would suck to see someone you protected be stripped away from this life and having to live with that.
Legendary football player Junior Seau died yesterday. I remember him being such a fierce competitor, one of the first players that I ever knew when I started watching football as a little kid. I know, people die everyday so I don’t get too low on death, I try to just give has much well wishes to the spirit as I can but with the Junior Seau death, it hit me hard while watching his mother speak to the media about her son’s death. Her uttering “please take me and leave my son… but it’s too late”, damn… that shit made me think about my mother and I broke down.
The police are investigating into the death as a suicide. I have had friends commit suicide before, and I haven’t walked in their shoes so I can’t judge them for their decisions, but what I do know is about the pain is suffered in the aftermath by the people who loved the person that passed away.
I don’t you should live for yourself more than living for others… but I just can’t imagine me leaving behind a family that will mourn me. It’s easy to say from my standpoint but it sucks.
I hope for the best for anyone and everyone that has lost someone and have to live with it. I hope for the best for the spirits that I have departed.